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November 13 +=_*"^"*_=+ Nothing but Me +=_*"^"*_=+ Today I have nothing much to write. Exspecially, just returned from my home town!I went back to Petchaburi and did lots of home work, such as the Travel Medicine assightment which I had to translate into Thai and that kept me so long. 
 This Tuesday is Loy-Kra-Thong day.
Freinds of mine are going to chalenge each other by put their name onto the Nang-Noppamas list. I really do appriciate!!
 
 I came back to the university with my aunt and right now there's nothing to do because it's still early in the morning and on one has woken up to stay with me.
Quite boring isn't it.
 I should finish it right here.I'm going to see Ya(Poon) this weekend, If some one wish to see me call me ok? November 10 +=_*"^"*_=+ The States +=_*"^"*_=+
Today I have searched the internet for a long time. What I found is to make my space looks more attravtive than it used to. For example the icon that is moving around here. What I promised yesterday I'm going to tell it today. This summer I have applied for the work and travel program by the liveabroadgroup. It's the one that Wanjai applied last year. First of all I applied by the agent who came to our university here at Petchaburi. The application form costed about 200 baht.
That's too expensive isn't it? for the only one paper. But it worths when you feel that you're going to give the states a visit. Then we had an interview from the owner of the liveabroadgroup to see how far we can understand and communicate the English. What she asked were about to test us how much you unserstand the questions and how you answered, the most importantly was how confident are you because living in the other country which you're not belong to and of course you have to be confident to speack and understand. After that, we choosed the work and the state we wish to live in for 3 months. My friends and I choosed to live in Florida because when we arrive there it's about the Spring and lots of the tourists are coming down there for their vocation, eventually we might have a chance to get a good payment.
Then we paid money for the course ( I'm not sure how much ) but for the hole course it costs about 10 thousand baht which is not including my own pocket money. That's a huge amount of money. Morever, we had an interview with the owner of tha organization that we're going to work in as well. Other payment was grabed agian and this time was really much. Right now we're in the visa assessment and we're going to but the plane ticket next year, probably.
I went to Japanese class to day and felt really headache becuase of the drunk feeling from last night. I went to the SUIC pub last night with my boo.
I had 3 bottles of Heineken. After that came back with Arno on my bicycle. Guess what? We slipped over by the pond on the road! I hurt and felt asleep at last.
For you guys those run through here in this space thank you for your comment and finally thank you to people who helped me a lot with the icons and accesories. THANK YOU.
November 08 +=_*"^"*_=+ Unwell +=_*"^"*_=+The unwell man~*
After visiting many people'spaces I found myself as the "unwell ".
They have a good ability to write and also the English for communicate to the others readers.
Many of them gave me knowledge such as my friend's, E-tour.
It's a good one to follow by reading for the hobby, I think!
The other one is Pakerb's, his one is a variety of places and things that normal people wouldn't have a chance to touch it either.
As the lyric says....
"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me" A different side of me that no one could ever see it. Some day they might know that I'm well of something else which they are not. I hope, they'll see.
Anyway, I wish what I'm doing is good enough for anyone could admit, because it's my way, sir!!
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Last night I did some of the TOEIC test.
Although Pak used to tell me that it's not that unsmooth but I think some of them are too difficult for me to pass through.
I woke up twice in the depth of the night because of the heat.
I think right now in Thailand suppose to be winter but how come it rains a lot at dawn and late afternoon, as well as getting hotter and hotter when the night comes. I'm confuse!!
The predictor of the states say that the world' temperature is getting hotter and hotter than it used to be, soon the ice from the pole would melt and finally cover all the living spaces all over the whole world.
Likely, the Chritian bible said before, it's the time for God to blow away those people and things that unneeded. Approximately, not more than 50 years from now. There wouldn't be a world like today.
A bit sad isn't it??
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I have been busy doing space stuff from this afternoon and went out with friends for dinner.
As you guys can see, all the things that I've written wasn't about the Work and Travel program at all.
I am the real "Unwell man" I forgot all the things that I wished to do. F*ck me!!
PS. I promise, tomorrow I'll do it.
November 07 +=_*"^"*_=+ Do you know me well enough? +=_*"^"*_=+People always say I'm the one who they can talk to when they are having a sad mood.
I don't think so because sometimes I couldn't figure it out what I'm doing and explaining to them.
Probably I have been in a lot of different situations so that I could just tell them my stories.
For example, today someone asked me about what am I going to do after graduating.
The answer was I'm going to apply for the steward in Emirates Airline.
Then she wished me luck and also asked about the clues that I have searched and learnt about the flight attendant.
I told her about the airline and what to do to apply for the job.
She said I have known a lot about it and what I thought is that there are others people who know this shit a lot more than me wa. ******* Anyway, I'll reach my marvellous goal. I'm trying hard to do it though!!~*
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Today I had only one period.
It's the principle of tourist guide ethics.
The reference didn't teach much about the course but checked up how we dressed.
Quite boring isn't it? She said that if you wish to be in a good company, looks socialize and get a good serary, though you have to be dress up properly first.
On the other hand I don't want to be in this industry anyway.
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I lost two games of tennis. Playing against P'Pat was really talented.
The "Sport House" time is coming maybe next week.
I'm going to join the tennis and batminton game.
Wish to be won anyway!!
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Someone said I look more handsome, I felt terrible because that's not true.
Someone said I am darker than the last semaster, I felt numb because that's truly true.
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Ahhh....I forgot about going to live and work in the states. Anyway I'll tell you guys tomorrow. (I hate the word tomorrow, kindda a long way to go wa~*) November 05 +=_*"^"*_=+ Sad Story +=_*"^"*_=+As you guys have been knowing "Pak" the one who I went out with for the past 3-4 months.
By now, he has gone forever.
I think that because we are not "clicked" so that he was kind of passed me off.
I was really confused and didn't go mad for it! Probably, it's a good time to grow up once more again.
Although we had good times together, I choosed to keep those incredible things but not to remember those time that we spent at night time. You know what I'm talking about!
I felt a bit sad but after the heavy rain there was a chilling wind blowed above my heavy head. " P'wat" came along and retreat me as someone I always expect to be.
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Futher more sadness, My close friend, soon's dad has passed away.
I was so shocked when someone called me and told me about that.
You know Soon has been worried about her dad's health for a long time.
Then one day when she came back to the university.
Her boyfriend who kepl looking after her dad called her to come back home and didn't tell her what was going on. I think she had known some thing wasn't goo had happened.
Finally she went home and met everyone dressed in black.
She has fainted. How's that!!!! I'm so sorry with her.
My firends and I are going to his ceremony tomorrow at Jarunsanithwong, I think.
Many of us have helped her family by donating just litttle amount of money for the ceremony cost.
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I'm going to work and travel in the States next holiday. Wish to see my old friends over there, Tingtoung, Peed, E tour, sometimes. I'll write about it tomorrow. November 04 +=_*"^"*_=+ A new Me +=_*"^"*_=++=_*"^"*_=+ I'm glad to be right back here again...since I haven't been in here such a long time. The thing is I've been helping my university, Silpakorn to do the tourism research....actually I earned about s thousand per month. Although it's not a huge amount of money but I was a part of the team work and of course I am put into the reseach reference after doing all things in such a very long tired time.
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Anyway, it's time to keep it up and keep write about me. Right now I've got the newest puppy love. This guy is a chef who held the position of the owner of Thai restaurant in Sweden and that's why I've put Swedish.....yummy.
He usually call me in the depth of the night and that because it's 6 hours aftering the time in Thailand so that when he finished working at midnight and called me, it's 4 in the morning here so I was so sleepy and won't talk much to him....pity him isn't it?
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Right now I'm in the second semaster of the 3rd year and still have one more semaster to go. My GPA isn't as good as I have expected. It's about 3.55 by the way I'll try my best to increase it by this one.
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A lot of things have happed, I'll right them here on the other day, otherwise I won't have any thing to write about. For you guys who wish to read more, I suggest to call me !!!!
Anyway...keep going girl~ July 20 +=_*"^"*_=+ hAppY bIrTh Day 2 mE +=_*"^"*_=+It has been quite sad since the midnight of yesterday. Which was the time for my birth day and I expected people to recognise it. Truely not many people does!! Felt really upset about that. On the other hand, there were a few people who I totally forgot sent the massege and gave me a call and sang to me the birth day song. So surprised. Kame told me "you are already 1 year older", I didn't recognise that time. It was exactly midnight. How cute he is. How about my boo, firstly I thought they might had got a surprise for me, but til now there isn't any sight of it. Probably they all forget about that. I give a heart on every birthday days because I think it's once in a year. So I do really worry that maybe they are too busy. Even Ple who does something for me every year. How about this year...Probably I am too far away from them as I started to get as far as I thought! Any way I have to face up tomorrow. I won't stuck in here. Lots of people here went back tio their home. I'm staying becuase I can't read while sitting at home. Too many things to do at home such as watching TV programmes, listening to the music, searching the websites and watching TSUTAYA's movies, the last one is my favorite.
There are many things happed today: To Pang's crowd: Your birthday song is the best one, thank you so much!! To those gave me masseges: You're cool and thank you for remembering my birthday. To: Yok and Ree who are always there...nice T-shirt. To: N'Nat: you're so sweet! thanks for the ice-cream, it's kind of you! To little sassies: Your surprise made me fly away. To Mook: you're such a great friend of mind, thanks for your wishes. To belle: nice phone's less. To Kame: you know, you made me numb! hahaha.
July 17 +=_*"^"*_=+ Spinning Again +=_*"^"*_=+Last weekend I went to Spin bar with my crew again.
It was on Saturday night. We spent time on dancing and drinking of course. There were lots of people, actually there were 14 of us. And also the SUIC students as well. I woke up at noon on Sunday morning. Most of people here went back to their home towns. I almost spent my time doing the SWOT of the uni's research and also my own research too.
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The exam's week is coming. Please concentrate!!!! July 13 +=_*"^"*_=+ lOng TiMe, nO sEe +=_*"^"*_=+I have been too busy to update this shit for almost a week. I came in here quite a lot but there weren't any comments about my blog so I have been too lazy to heat it up till now.
I have some free time for tomorrow so I'm be able to increse my thing! There isn't the Psycology class tomorrow and I don't know the reason why. Therefore right now I'm pleasant to write something more interesting about the thing we have done today.
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From the English for effective communication class, we already have the questionaires done and have been to Hua-hin to do the interview with the foriegners. Some of them gave the comfortable hands on us and some of them didn't. There was someone saying to me that youre English is very good, but I think it's not enough for me because in the future I'd like to work in the English speaking area which contains lot of coffident and bravement, so I never feel enough about it at all.
My friends did it very well as well, I appriciated with Yok, she was really confident to ask people loudly. I know sometimes she feels like nervous but eventually she always turns up cool!
Joy did her very well as well, she's got a really clear and nice pronunciation which I am proud of her and never the less, Ple developed her strength as well. She used to be really shy and inconfident, but today she had us with her, finally she did it OK..
After doing the interview, we had Burker King for our dinner, most of us had and some of us went to have the Phad-Thai. Then a cup of Italian Ice-cream..TO-TE-MO delicious though!
Neil said that we were great and really well done! and we went chilled out after doing it!
A night market was the next place we gave a visit, buying so many things to my friends and my boy was fine, we walked around the market for one and a half hour then came back to University.
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I'm doing well with my life right now but little worry about the assighments and homework which are duing really closer and closer. I think my Japanese now is quite terrible because there are too much structure and we're going too fast and even more we don't have much time to review it as usual because of the other works!
I've just followed the step by step finishing one by one work.
Two more weeks to contribute and practise those subjects that are going to take in the mid-term exam...I'm exciting!!!!
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To Pak:
I'm sorry that I haven't been in touch with you and I know you don't want it this way anyway! And feel so sorry about didn't go through the Kenya Airlines..really sorry!
I don't know you read this blog or not but please remember I'm here listening to where you're up to na kub!
To Kame:
You're alcoholic wa....don't drink too much na, I'm worried! This is the second day that you got drunk!!!!!!!
To my crowd:
Keep doing shit! the exam is coming up.....get ready na ya! July 09 +=_*"^"*_=+ DissAppOinTed +=_*"^"*_=+Two days were very long in here and I didn't turn up to the page because I have been busy most of my times!
Two days ago was the worse day that I ever had since this semaster entered, at the dawn of that day I woke up late and It was raining so I was late for the class and I really felt terrible because I got wet as well!
That day was the giving blood day at my uni. Firstly I wanted to give it but when I appeared at the center there were not many equipment that I could give my blood. Therefore I asked for it and the staff said there were two more which you would sigh the doccument quickly and hand it in in hurry! Then I sighed them up and handed in just 2 mins after that. The staff said the equipment were all gone, I went what da f*ck.....She was sighing the doccument for someone else and that one went to give her blood, on the other hand I went mad by didn't give any blood at all. I was "totemo" angry!!!
T be continue.....tired by now July 06 +=_*"^"*_=+ Differencs +=_*"^"*_=+Today I woke up at about 11 in the morning and headed to have a shower. I called J'Yok to take her to the cafeteria with me. Guess what? she was drying her hair and I had to wait for about half and hour. Then she turned up and had lunch with me. After that I went to take the English class together with my boo. Today we learnt about important things from different countries such as polar bear in Canada, summer which are wet and humid in Jamiaka and so on. After finishing the English class I went to another English class with Mr. Neil again we continue doing our questionaires about interviewing the tourist and foreigh resident living in Hua-Hin. Finally we got our questionaires in paper.
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In the evening I had a big feast with my girlfriends. I called Kame and asked How is he right now. His wonds are getting better. I'm glad to hear things from him and also love to take care of him as well. Do you think I'm into him deeply? I won't be the same as I'm always because that might hurt easily!
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It rained today.
My heart was mundane.
I felt sad again and went the same.
I pulled it back as I'm always.
He's thumbling inside.
Breaking the wall of mind.
You~ !! should stay here otherwise I'll melt!
Kame, cutiest.....as my the one. +=_*"^"*_=+ Differencs +=_*"^"*_=+Today I woke up at about 11 in the morning and headed to have a shower. I called J'Yok to take her to the cafeteria with me. Guess what? she was drying her hair and I had to wait for about half and hour. Then she turned up and had lunch with me. After that I went to take the English class together with my boo. Today we learnt about important things from different countries such as polar bear in Canada, summer which are wet and humid in Jamiaka and so on. After finishing the English class I went to another English class with Mr. Neil again we continue doing our questionaires about interviewing the tourist and foreigh resident living in Hua-Hin. Finally we got our questionaires in paper.
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In the evening I had a big feast with my girlfriends. I called Kame and asked How is he right now. His wonds are getting better. I'm glad to hear things from him and also love to take care of him as well. Do you think I'm into him deeply? I won't be the same as I'm always because that might hurt easily!
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It rained today.
My heart was mundane.
July 05 +=_*"^"*_=+ Mier as The LazIest +=_*"^"*_=+I didn't turn up to Business Finance class and that because of last night. I did wake up at 7.30 in the morning by my phone's alarm but after that 2 mins I felt asleep again until 11 I woke up again and went to have a shower.
Luckyly, in the Finance class, Aj'ohh taught about the thing that we won't get in the mid-term exam and she didn't check the students's names. I was really lucky!
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These days there are too many people at the cafeteria, made me starve after having a very long night. I walked from one food center to the other one and then changed to the other one because of lots of people in there and I went mad. I really did!
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In MICE class we were taught about how to organize the convention and the exhibition. The staff came from Risikit center hall and It was quite interesting about being a staff in there. I think if I have a chance I'll do it some day. We had a set up situation for organizing the convention in HUa-Hin about the education meeting fair. My group did OK and was the most sensible one. Therefore this class kept us more 15 mins, on the other hand I headed to English for effective communication. In calss for today we decided about the questionaires and the place that we're going to so the research and we thought that we'll go to close to Chao-lae restaurant and do it there. Our questionares haven't finished yet but my one has done already! We'll consult about it in the class tomorrow and I'll show my group's questionares. About his class I think it's really talented because we have many things to be done, otherwise we won't get a really good grade on it! Gondin is confusing about quitting this class because she thinks that it's too hard for her to communicate with the foreighners but my suggestion is that she should give it a try first because in my opinion I think she hasn't tried hard enough so I'll keep take care of her although I'm not good enough at it as well!
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I just had the research meeting at 7 in the evening and it's great. We know now what are we going to do and looking for. I am told to get some more information about Petchaburi. That's making me busy all the time. I also enjoy doing it as well. July 04 +=_*"^"*_=+ The grEaTest WeeK +=_*"^"*_=+It was the most excited week that I ever had.
Most of us went to Tub-Kaew for the freshy game fair. I went with my boo and drove after the role of the freshy buses. We arrived there approx 7 in the evening and the first thing we did was cheering agaisnt the other faculties and the award for us was the good step that we didn't forget any part of it.
After that I went to the River hotel where we're going to stay for those nights Friday and Saturday night!
There were 6 of us stayed there and the hotel was really awesome!
I woke up on the late Saturday and headed to Uni for get ready for the performance at night.
Actors and actress were dressed up as the aliens and the concept is the different between human and unhuman over the other spaces. When people from different spaces get to love each other what will happen and what will it be after they know that they are different. That's the main idea. I appriciated for those who plotted the concept and the propersal for this great performance. There were kind of nice and lightly lights and miserious sound which came from the Enigma project. Everything was great and well done after hearing the crowd gave us the clape!
It was tired but cool!!!
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Me and Kame talked a lot more during staying in Tub-Kaew. I enjoyed taking care of him because I know that he's pleased and that just what I have expected for now! I'm feeling blue by the way.
We went for dinner as well on the other day and I went blue.
He's cool! June 29 +=_*"^"*_=+ A liFe Is gOoD +=_*"^"*_=+I'm feeling good by now, my life today is really cool. I have things done in order.
Such as went to class on time. 55555 I'm always late. Being in the research team and absolutly I'll be in the credit of it as well. That's the most happiest thing today because It's a really gigantic project that I have ever heard and exactly they're going to paid me money!
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About yesterday, I was so annoyed because of the sever here was terrible. First in the evening I came in here and updated my blog while listenning to my favorite one "Question" then the sever went down, I said like shit!
So I didn't update and also went to bed early.
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Before that I waited for some of our English class member to go to Hua-hin for the dinner with Neil...I was annoying as well. Most of the people know that I do really hate waiting, then there were 12 of us. We headed to Hua-hin by a uni's van. We reached there about 5 to 7 and went to the clock town where we have arranged the place to meet before going to the restaurant. Then Neil came along from his place, he lives about the Soi HOT POT and I think he was quite tired because it's really far from there.
We then moved to the restaurant which called "All in Hua-hin" When we arrived there the table were full of foriegns and Neil came inside and asked for the table that we have booked. On the hand while I was waiting I went to the bakery shop opposite one (I thought it was) But it isn't it was a little store for German. After that we came to the restaurant again and the table was ready. First of all we ordered the beverage, I ordered the Vanilla milk shake. It was nice because it's home-made. Then we ordered the main one and I had the special German Pork burger. It's really tastety, I had them all done.
When we all fulled and cleared the money then we walked around the night market and places that we have decided to do our assessment for the whole term.
We came back to the dormitory at about 10 to 11 and the girls were not in trouble with the dorm'office.
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I did a little homework after coming back to the dorm. Called him again, and it's useless.
By now I think I'll start to write something about me as I used to do in my diary and note books because it's a good idea to let someone knows more about me. Isn't it?
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I won't breakaway!
To Kame: I'm here watching over you again and again. (^_^)
Thanks for those who have been here! June 28 +=_*"^"*_=+ WiNdY +=_*"^"*_=+I've been looking as far as I can for about a half and hour before I came in here where I'm typing in the Uni's community of siber system.
Have you ever look as far as you can, thinking about things that you're going to do. In my own way I spent time doing that maybe once a day,actually thinking of nothing just let my mind to be free.
I've been thinking about him and I've just met him in the cafeterire and he kinded of hiding his face and I think that because he thinks that I've been angry with his false about letting the virus into my sell-phone. If it's so, he's completely wrong!
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I went finance class and felt good about it today because Aj' Ohh taught in the different way, she asked a lot to whom didn't understand what she was saying and I got all understand today. So I felt smooth as silk..5555 That's Thai Airways.
After that I went to have breakfast with Joy and told her about Kame and I think what she thinks is true.
She said "you don't have to take it seriuosly because one day you and him'll talk in the same old way" I hope so~
About Joy, she's really funny and gentle as well because she does take things seriously when it is neccesary, otherwise chill out when it should be!
And I think it's good idea to have her being a friend of mind as she thinks I am a freind of her as well.
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Do you think am I doing the right thing?
Any comments?
Any suggestions?
I'll return in the dept of night of toady again as I usual. June 27 +=_*"^"*_=+ BroKeN +=_*"^"*_=+I woke up hardly today, I think it's because I had been thinking about Kame all night. I stopped taking care of him by now because that there isn't any effect from him. I know he has a good feeling about me but I won't go any further more than this because one day I might love him deeply. It's better now by not to call to hin even more. ************ I'm going to be a part of the university' research team. I have a lot of work to do and I think I won't be able to go back home for three months because I have to be in exactly the team of them and do the experiment and research. I have heaps of homework as well such as the English effective communication, finance, researching and MICE. ****** I went to hit the tennis balls with Pim and I wasn't as good as I used to, it's because I haven't had a nice sleep last night. These days, I don't have much time on updating the cabin crew' news and forget about applying to be in the Emirates team for a while. I'll continue doing it soon after this enormous tide! ******************* I am glad that I'm here with myself and these feelings, I'll do my best for you MUM&DAD. June 26 +=_*"^"*_=+ HarD Day +=_*"^"*_=+In the morning, someone called me and I picked it up but no answer, I think It was you Kame. But It wasn't. Then I slept over again and again, I called Kame in the late afternoon and he was heading back to Uni and I was happy to hear! ************* I decided to stop it right here, othewise I might hurt and lose of my control. I accept him as my little boy and that's good enough for the reason that I should stop it because some day it's going to be changed as I used to do it my way. These days I talk about him so much and I think it made me lose of control and waste my time. I admit that I'm kinda like him but'll stop right here, do you think it's a good idea?? People say I'm so into him, I know but because I can't stand for the other chicks around him. Therefore I'll keep him in here as my boy! ********** I had eazy go after waking in the afternoon then I went to meet my senior's parents and we got feed. I'm trying to lose at least 5 kilos! Did the finance homework but havn't finished it yet so I left it like that. "It's like that" 5555 I went to watch freshmen practising their performance and helped them with the acting, I didn't tell That I have been teaching by the drama crouse. We had another supper in the dept of the night again with my boo. Someone called me to go out but I said "No" because of my things which haven't done. ********** What if tomorrow comes so cruel, can I still stand of it. I'm getting nervous. ****** It's been a hard day isn't it? I'm tired enough to rest at some places, in my own moment! June 25 +=_*"^"*_=+ QuEsTiOns +=_*"^"*_=+I argued with him today...It was about a doll. That's silly I know but do you really worry about it, I'm really curious. He went to Central with his crowd again and last night was the important ceremony which will end all of the ceremonies and he wasn't here. I called him to let him listen to the sound of that ceremony and feel it. He thought that I played on him and I really didn't, I was upset. I woke up really late today approx 3 in the afternoon. I havn't done the finance homework yet. Right now I'm diciding to go out to the Spin because today is the hip-hop night, and I won't missed it for sure. He's trying to not to pick up my phone and that made me sick. Kame: Pls turn me on! 55555 June 24 +=_*"^"*_=+ JusT KnOwn +=_*"^"*_=+Sometimes I went mad with those other silly situations. I'm pushed into them and I have really gone with. I appologize... I really do. ****** I have done so many things, talked to Cye about her illness and I hope that she'll be okay soon after this awful moment. I guess she's hurted a lot by something that I wouldn't have known but I have to tell her that "I'm here" I sang songs with my boo, seemed to be the used to but........I felt wrong. Kame went to Pinklou with his crowd and slept early so when I called he was asleep. I won't take it by myself any more because I'll get hurt easily by myself. ************** I just came back from the Japanese class and today I felt good about it because of Miss Oota. After all I have nothing to do but homeworks and the study! ******* It's raining and listening to the Right now song from Peacemaker. A bit of sadness. " I want the special song hold on you with me here and wish that you are here at this moment because I have something to tell, that's I love you"
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